Life isn't perfect.
The sooner you let yourself know that, the closer you will be to accepting that people let you down and shit happens. Sometimes life is fair and sometimes life is so FAR from that, you'd think fairness was something mythical.
Sometimes I try to restart this blog so that other people will read my posts, and other times I just need to write. It's been close to a year since I last wrote something worth while but times are changing and I am an ever changing being who needs an outlet. I spend too much time on Facebook and living vicariously through other people that sometimes I don't realize that what I need is to just feel my own life and live in my own moments, rather than being jealous of someone else's.
So here I am and here's the thing.... I basically just don't give a fuck anymore. Why? Why does it matter what anyone thinks? At the end of the day the one thing that matters is that I'm okay.
I have been having a hard time dealing with everything in my life lately and the only idea to pop into my head was "HEY! You should write a book!" Which I know I'm no good at. But a blog is kind of like a book, right? Pages, different titles for different subjects, CHARACTERS! All those fun things. But it can be as serious or silly as I want it to be.
Anyway, I guess the bottom line is that I'm here to complain and cry and explain myself in a very open manner,
